Desire Portal

November 5th - 12th 2024 | Uluwatu, Bali

You’re invited to join us on the retreat of our dreams

We’re Whitney, Alex & Kiana -

We met nearly two years ago in a Somatic Healer Training and have been inseparable ever since. We were magnetized to each other during a chaotic plant medicine journey and were bonded over how we were able to psychically communicate in our preverbal state. Since then, with the power of three, we have done a deep dive into healing our own codependency, learning to belong without self abandonment, finding true safety in receiving, emotional intimacy (especially with other women), solid reflection & accountability. Ultimately this has landed us with access to a whole new level of power, desire and knowing of Self. We have been carefully cultivating a way to share the magic of what we’ve learned in our time together - and we are so excited to unlock your own Portal of Desire with you!

As someone who deeply longed for connection and belonging early in life, my life has become centered around somatically unlearning all of the defenses that I built in an attempt to find love or connection and creating sacred spaces of community and true belonging.

I deeply believe in authenticity, integrity, honesty, healing, processing through the body and creating a life that feels true and aligned. My offering and communities continue to expand as I learn more about myself and my truest desires for this lifetime. I love teaching people to tune into all of these things for themselves through somatics, Breathwork, restorative yoga, group healing and transformational retreats.  Learn more about my work here: whitneyyarnall.com or the community I hold sojournsd.com.

Whitney Yarnall

I grew up a dreamer with grand visions, over time with societal conditioning, I learned to tune down my dreams & turn towards the “safe & logical” route. I “had it all”, but was empty. I didn’t want the ordinary, I desired the extraordinary.

I’ve spent the last 7 years reconnecting to my lost parts, working with healers all over the world, reprogramming my subconscious, launching a podcast, facilitating hypnotherapy, somatic work, IFS, breathwork & more. I learned, the more I honor my dreams, the more colorful & complete my life is.  I believe our fulfillment lives within our deepest desires, in reconnecting to our parts & living in alignment with our essence & authenticity. I LOVE storytelling, sharing my insights, helping others dream BIG & actualize their own extraordinary life.

Tune into my podcast here & learn more about my work here kianasayadfar.com

Kiana Sayadfar

I identified as a depressed, loner, tough-girl tomboy my whole life - I’ve spent the past 10 years polishing away the rigidity I thought I was born with to find a soft, playful divine feminine underneath. I followed a tug of my intuition to drop everything & leave a political staffing career in my late twenties to take the leap into full time yoga teaching, somatic facilitation & to launch my first company, Namaste As Fuck. Since then, I’ve dedicated my life to diving deeper into the waters of my own desire & helping others do the same through in person healing work, somatic based business building & leading transformational retreats all over the world. I truly believe that the revolution lives inside each moment a woman chooses herself. I am so excited to share this experience with you!

You can learn more about the work I do here & here.

Alex Tacket

*scroll down for villa & room photos to make your selection!*

This experience is designed to bring just as much healing as it does PLAY.

Join us for 8 days of somatics, embodiment, culture, ceremony, adventure, play & community designed to help you unlock your Portal of Desire.

This experience is for those desiring:

  • A deeper relationship with your desire & creativity

  • To learn how to receive more deeply

  • Gain more access to your body & internal knowing

  • To build safety in community, your processing & being witnessed

  • The feeling all of your parts being welcome & held

  • Release the need to fit in, learn how to truly belong

  • Drop deeper into presence & play!

  • Freedom to take up space in your body, uncover new desires & integrate them the life you live

What’s included

  • 7 nights lodging at Uluwatu Surf Villas (shared + private accommodations available)

  • Breakfast & dinners

  • 2x Daily classes & workshops led by Kiana, Alex &/or Whitney

  • 1 massage

  • Day excursion TBA (waterfall, purification temple & more!)

  • Traditional Balinese ceremony

  • 1 Way airport transfer

Make it custom - optional add ons

  • Surf lessons

  • Uluwatu Surf Villas has it’s own skate park!

  • More massages

  • Mala making workshop

  • Speedboat charters for snorkeling &/or spearfishing

What’s not included: Flights, traveller’s visa fee, 1 way airport transfer, alcohol, traveler’s insurance.

We’re so excited to host you!

We ask each of our attendees to fill out an application to ensure that this container is a good fit for everyone in it.
Please use the link below to apply & email whitney@sojournsd.com with any questions.

Pick your room!

Treat yourself & upgrade to a private room, or bunk up with your new BFF.

All rooms have WiFi, clean filtered water, AC, a refrigerator & safe. All rooms require a $500 deposit to secure your spot

Ocean View 2 - 3 bedrooms

This villa is situated in the second row of villas, at the second-highest vantage point, and is comprised of 3 bedrooms with sweeping ocean views.

  • Private saltwater pool

  • Full service kitchen

Room 1 - 1 King bed $4500/person, $6000/shared

Room 2 - 1 King bed $4500/person, $6000/shared

Room 3 - 2 Twin beds $3500/person

Jungle View 1 - Private Villa

Jungle View 1 is a secluded 1 bedroom made of reclaimed teak and ironwood, located directly below the Morning Light Yoga Studio with jungle and ocean views.

  • Mini bar

Room 1 - 1 King bed $4800/person, $6500/shared

Jungle View 2 - 2 Bedroom

This is a 2 bedroom (king beds in each), 2 bathroom traditional Javanese teak “Limasan” nestled in a secluded forested valley.

  • Private saltwater plunge

  • Full service kitchen

Room 1 - 1 King bed $4500/person, $6000/shared

Room 2 - 1 King bed $4500/person, $6000/shared

Jungle View 3 - 2 Bedroom

This is a 2 bedroom (king beds in each), 2 bathroom traditional Javanese teak “Limasan” nestled in a secluded forested valley.

Room 1 - 1 King bed $4500/person, $6000/shared

Room 2 - 1 King bed $4500/person, $6000/shared

Jungle View 4 - 1 Bedroom Private Villa

This is a 1 bedroom Javanese reclaimed teak bungalow that is nestled in a peaceful jungle.

  • Mini bar

Room 1 - 1 King bed $4500/person, $6000/shared

- 1 Twin bed $3500/person

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